Vacations :(

Well, today was my last  day of school...

You're probably thinking 'Oh my god you are on vacations you should be so happy.'

If you are thinking that, you are wrong...


I hate it...

I want to be with my friends having a blast...

Not just sitting at home and being neglected by my brother...

I'm probably going to school during vacations...

I can't be seen by too many people though...

I hurt someone I care very much about and I'm not sure if he told anyone (specifically his GF who is one of my good friends)...

Ahh this bites...

I don't want 8th grade to end....

I will miss all my friends... .-.

Or, at least, the few people that I consider to be my friends...

THIS BITES MAN!!!... >.<

Story: Edited

This is the story of a young girl named Cecilia who is misunderstood. A lot of people mess with her and are mean to her for no reason. She thinks it has started happening since April 16,2008 (the worst day of her life). She has felt mad, sad, depressed, even suicidal. People have made her cry and feel weak and vulnerable. Cecilia doesn't believe in friends anymore because there will be one day where friends turn against you and tear you apart. It's happened to her plenty of times. She doesn't know what to do. She needs your help. She's not sure what to believe in anymore. The only thing she believes in now is Sadness. And don't even start with love because there is no such thing as love. When you think you find your true love they will just tear your heart into shreds, even ashes. For example, I went out with a guy and I thought (and I still think) he was the most perfect guy I have met. We went out for a day and, the next time he saw me, which was about 4 days later, he dumped me on the day of a dance and I saw him dancing with another girl and it hurt so much. Now he is mad at me and going out with one of my good friends and it makes me feel like crap.

By the way, I got tired of writing about Cecilia so I'm going to tell you that this story is about me.